If it's worth having it's worth fighting for,

i dont know what has gotten into me today but i feel so blank. i just cannot think of anything. i think i had an information overload from shan web and kel just now. it made me think about people. it made me think about relationships-friendships and such. and how fragile it is. i dont know whether i will be able to commit. ever.
ah whatever. ill not think of it and get on with my esl essay.
i have to change my habit of mine. im too fickle. i want this i want that. but i know i cant have any. zzz. irritating. i wish i could be less of that.

I am thankful for being alive and being able to celebrate my birthday with my awesome friends.
They made time for me and i really appciate that.

To all those who wished me, thankyou and i do hope you would have a good year ahead (:


Many many love from me
Xoxo

oh my fuck i just read a locked post of mine.
and i burst out laughing hahahah! its really retarded
i have no idea why but i have the sudden urge to blog.
im going to start work next monday and yah at least i have something to do with my life.
ok i dont wanna type anything more. its so boring
but once in a while, i shall pop by.

ive got a cat incase you dont know
and im scared of results day.
i can foresee myself crying. i hope thats not the case. i might commit suicide

Studying has made me messy!
My room is so cluttered up. My table isnt enough for me to work on.
I have to lay my notes and books on the floor. On the shelves. On my table. In my bag.
Im so unorganised and messy that i even found eraser dust on my bed.
Or probably cause i cant be bothered with the mess.
If i pack, i will waste time and eventually the mishmash of everything will still be there. Somehow.

When i grow up, i wanna have three boys. They will be handsome and sucessful like my future husband!

Yesterday was probably the worst day of my life. I woke uo at like seven for theory lessons, ate breakfast and had horrible tummyache(1). Then i was late for the lesson(2), like duh!!! But luckly i dint miss much. After the whole thing, while i was struggling with alot of things, i dropped my charger(3). And i bent down to pick it, i left my phone on the table and left the room(4). I went to the toilet and threw away my tissues cause i had flu. Then i realised that something was missing. So i unpacked my bag and couldnt find my phone. And i went to the dustbin, trying to find my phone(5). I thought this china woman  stole it cause she keeps smling to me in the toilet. With the disgusting smirk. Then convinced i lost my phone i went home, knowing that i couldnt text su, loh, an, and ardy ): (6). So i went home had horrible flu(7) and called su using my house phonr but she didnt pick up! (8) cause thatz the only number i rmb. Terminate my phone cause my mum told me to. After that  i shall summarise, my phone was still at bbdc(9)  soo i activated my phone and  went back to get it(10). But my sim card aint ready so i had a phone but it cant text nor call (11) but i managed to find my way to meet an loh simjj and thats where eveything got better hahahaha!!!

 im so bored
im tired
 

 a lesson without pain is meaningless, for you cannot gain something without sacrificing something else in return, but once you have overcome it and made it your own, you will gain an irreplaceable fullmetal heart.

-FMA



FMA HAS FINISHED OMG ): im kinda sad 

i wanna go shopping ): 
i wanna have countless maxi dresses
i wanna have countless bottoms
i wanna have countless bags
i wanna 
i wanna
i wanna 
i wanna have everything ):

Caught karate kid with my brother
came home to chemistry, econs and math.
Going to nie tmr with huangj

seriously im like that, dont like it? Then uh whatever?
Hahaha (:
whatever i tell you is well, nonsense.
So tell me what am i suppose to say

jaden smith is so cute!!!!!